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2005.02.06 23.14
i think it was 4 days ago, i moved back to my moms. i realized that it was best for me to get away from my dad cause he was trying like every possible way to get me arrested. he like tryed to get some cops to arrest me for having pot and a bowl, then even tryed to get me arrested for hitting him the week before and leaving bruises after i fought back when he tryed me. i havent been in a fight with anyone but i have realized that i really shouldnt fight cause i could kill someone.. that wouldnt be good. but anywho, today i saw Mickey for the first time since thanksgiving 03'.. that was awesome. i missed mickey, ive missed a lot of people, its nice to see them. but yeah... i dont think i mentioned it in here at all but my bastard of a father took the front tires off my car. the "beaut" is still in sarasota.. i think tuesday my car will be getting repaired from an accident i got in jan. 20th and hopefully not long after that i will get it back. the last day i was in sarasota, right before i left my dads i had a heart to heart with my car.. many tears were shed, both from the car and me... and i was worried i would never get to drive it again. i still am. i swear i better get it back. i dont know what i will do if i dont. seriously, i think i would just drop dead from the heart ache. it makes me sick even thinking about it. on top of the fact that my dad is a bastard, he also is an ex coke head. surprize surprize! that fuckin bastard. oh yeah, and the wife he had before MY mom, like 2 wives ago, was a coke dealer. yeah. hes a fuckin bastard. i have so much anger towards my dad i seriously dont know what the hell to do. if i were to see him, i would most likely jump his bastard ass. it sucks. but anywho enough of my drama... lots of love... especially to mickey.. cause i now know u still read my journal :)
*annalee*
Mood:  bitchy
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2005.02.01 03.46
wow. i dont even know what the hell i want to do anymore. im like seriously lost.. i have no direction in my life and it seams like theres been a lot of people in my life turning on me.. i dunno. i do know though, that this entry is probably gonna cause like some "negative" comments.. i mean, i pretty much expect some trash to be talked in here whenever i actually take the time to write something... oh well. last weekend my dad couldve taken my life.. i still have a cut on my neck from that.. i think i may move.. again.. im not sure. im gonna miss drew and the few other people that i am positive are my friends... but the few people i have talked to about this shit think its best for me to get away from my dad... its shitty though cause it feels like im always running from something, which dont get me wrong, im not a dumbass, i know im running from myself, but i just try to cover the truth up with oother "distractions" ... in so many ways i wish he would have just done it... im too much of a chicken shit, i know i could never take my own or anyone elses life for that matter, but i really just wish he would have done it. i know that i am part of the cause, but my dad has just really fucked me over, i dont know what the hell to do with myself, i just dont really know. im like scared shitless of so much shit but so worried that someone will like see through me that i play it off as anger or like its nothing. damn, i dont know... jordan, or whoever else wants to be a bitch, feel free, what-the-hell-ever, i probably wont even read ur comment for like 2 or 3 months... by the time it gets to me, it really doesnt do shit, go ahead waste ur time, have fun...
with lots of love
*annalee*
Mood:  confused
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2004.12.18 22.17
merry christmas to me!!
today i got one of my christmas presents... well, it really should have been purchased like a month ago for me, but its hard to find... but yeah, that present was a bmw... its beautiful. when i got the key, i cryed.. for like 10 minutes. then a few times more after that.. its all good though.. soon i will be traveling back up to my moms, apparently, i have to visit a lotta people that i never called the last time i was there... oops.. 0o0 no more school for me... for a while.. but im pretty sure im not gonna have to go back to riverview. yay. ...my school is like full of niggers and rednecks.. it sucks... and a hell-uva-lotta racest admin. and the all the people above the students... yeah. somewhat like seminole high.. heh. but anywho, i think im done for now cause im tired..
Mood:  distressed
Music: the sublime constantly playing in my head
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2004.11.03 17.34
whats up?
long time.. i think since the last time i wrote in here i got my license. i also have a job too. im now a hostess at applebees! yay. hmm.. oh yeah... im thinking about dropping out of school and getting my GED cause school is just, well bullshit. atleast to me. hmm im not really sure what all else to write about.. my life is pretty much just the same old thing. oh yeah, well ive been driving the beast, which is the '88 jeep grand wagoneer, but today i took it in to get brake pads and they told me that the brakes were pretty screwed and that they couldnt get everything to fix them today so i had to leave the beast there cause it was too dangerous to be drivin on the street.. it sucks. first day with out a car since ive been able to drive that one :< im getting my car soon.. my dad seems pretty effing interested in this '93 BMW 318... its beautiful! its a manual, 4 doors, silver, just absolutely beautiful. but besides that news, theres not much else goin on in my life. i just dyed my hair.. a couple minutes ago.. its pretty much the same color it was last winter.. i dont think im gonna be dying it for a long time now though.. peace
Mood:  hopeful
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2004.10.02 00.22
ok, so yeah mother fuckers u better read this entry + the one that follows...
yeah... im really sick of people with no life and nothing to do reading my journal... then posting comments like "who the fuck cares" ...i know, for a fact that there are atleast a few people that read my journal and care, i dont expect that number to be very high though, cause i dont really spend anytime online or writing in my journal.. its just sorta when im bored, tryin to kill some time, or just tryin to vent that i write in here... if you dont care about what i have to say, then hun, dont fucking even bother reading my journal, cause most likely, i dont give a rats ass what the hell u have to say either... u know, ive lived long enough to realize that im not gonna like every person i meet, and it goes the same the other way:: not everyone that meets me is gonna like me.. but if u dont like me or dont care, then why even waiste your time??? ... u know this is a big ass waiste of MY time to sit here a write this out for ur stupid ass, which im pretty sure i have a good idea of who wrote that, and you know, it really doesnt bother me, and every word of that was suposted to be pure hatered and tryin to make ME feel bad, but im sorry, one person doesnt affect me that much... im sorry boy, but there isnt a single word that can come out of your mouth to make me feel bad... hell, you cant even spell 95% of the words that come out of your mouth, let alone know what the hell they mean, so once again, just incase you didnt catch it the first time, FUCK YOU... i dont give a shit, say whatever the fuck you wanna say cause its only waisting your time, not mine cause i am not even gonna bother reading any comments your dumbass leaves
oh yeah, and for those i do love and care about.... i give you my love... <3 annalee*
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2004.10.01 23.57
~i dunno~
wow... i think the last time i wrote in here was august... possibly even july but i doubt it was july... anywho, lots, and i mean LOTS of shit has happened to me... theres tons of shit that i dont exactly wanna write about in here cause that just wouldnt be good if i did.. oh man.. tonight i was at this show and like this kid was tryin to be funny and like pulled this chair out from under my ass as i was about to sit down.. and like my friend's band was about to play so i just was somewhat passive about it... for a few minutes.. oh yeah, the reason everything happened after this is cause i have liek this super duper bad sunburn on my ass... but anyway, after the band stopped playin i like walked in the house, and like eventually i found the kid that pulled the chair and i was like talkin to him for like a minute bein all like flirtatious and shit, then i was like "oh yeah!.. arent u the guy that pulled that chair out when i was in the process of sittin down?" and before he even answered i stuck him in the face.. yeah it was great... ive really wanted to hit someone pretty bad since i got outta the "hospital" i think i have become a very angry person... somewhat................ damn... i had to quit smokin the reefer..... its shitty, like super duper shitty. but the reason for quitting is cause my parents wanna drug test me before they buy me a BMW.. MOTHER FUCKERS!!! its gonna be a sweet ass car.. actually, i was talkin to my dad tonight after he picked me up from the party/show and like he said something to make me think they have already bought me a car!!! AHHHHHHHH! u have no idea how awesome this will be... but yeah.. i hope they already got me one.. that would be sweet! but yeah, im pretty drunk, which, i dunno if u know this but lately, like the past like 5 months or so i havent really been drinkin much, like i would have a beer or something, but tonight i got drunk. it was fun... i really wish harley was there though... i miss that boy :( damn now im gonna go before i make myself sad
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2004.09.12 01.20
whats today? saturday. so today, i went even longer without seeing or talking to harley. fun! NOT! 0o0 im so excited cause i think my boobs are gettin bigger. yay!!! im happy cause maybe, just maybe i wont be able to fit into an A all my life. heh, i doubt they will get much bigger though :( im talking to seth.. i miss that kid.. the days back in 8th grade, in that one teachers class, with his liberty spikes, poking me in the face all the time.. sigh .. now we are talkin about the bitch. now we are done talking about her. good. im just so excited aobut my boobs though, u have no idea! -.- according to lil johnny i look really pretty today, and like a sexy fox every other day. hells yeah. he wants me, he knows it. oh shit sometime soon im gonna have to do a 300-500 word essay for english. shitty. 0o0 no school monday or tuesday. eh but that means a hurricane.. lets all hope we avoid it once again. cross ur fingers that all day monday and tuesday will just be free days off of school that i can spend hangin out with friends and shit.. im really sick of these fuckin hurricanes though... im just happy i dont have to pick up the yard. or atleast i havent had to yet.. im suposted to have a detention on tuesday, i guess that wont be happening! :) i think im done now though, im pretty effing bored with lj.. <3
Mood:  horny
Music: op ivy- junkies runnin dry
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2004.09.07 01.06
its been a long ass time since ive updated this bitch... 0o0 my birthday was friday. sweet 16! haha i wish.. but yeah, i had 2 parties cause my dad and jean went out of town. the second one there was a keg, and at the end of the night a broken window, thanks to my great friends adam and matt.. hehe. i have a boyfriend.. harley :) ..although i really wanna talk to him and i havent in like 2 days... :( hmm... i think thats about it for now, i dont really feel like typing a bunch tonight, im muy lazy. night..
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2004.08.12 22.34
wtf
today i went to the psyc.. the shrink, yesterday i did as well, yesterday was for psycological testing, today i got some anti depressants and xanax. i took a xanax with a beer. but i still feel like shit. i cant stop fucking crying and its killing me. ..today sucked. balls. i mean, school was fine but like afterwords i was hangin out with justin, courtney, adam, jordan, harry (matt h), and matt coughlin. for some reason justin desided to start calling me crazy and shit and that really fucking sucks. like even after i told him somethin like "dude thats really mean, ur gonna make me cry, no seriously that really hurts" he continued. yeah, fantastic. some other shit happened with courtney later on, like at her house and now we arent exactly "straight" i mean, i was wanting to stay at her house tonight and all cause i really cant handle staying in this house, but jean and my dad wont let me. fuck them, once courtney gets here, im leaving. ill write them a note though. like the shit with courtney is just me being my stupid ass self, but still i think i have a right to be a little pissed at her right now. but i will always love her, i mean, even after the night she TOTALLY blew me off and went into town with chris and like 4 other people, not even calling me when she left, i was still there, bright and early the next day to keep her company just so she wouldnt have to deal with chase alone. what a great friend i am, her on the otherhand, well, im still undesided about whether or not she really cares about me. i wish hurricanes were a lot more serious and deadly than they actually are, i mean, honestly. but i dont really care about anyhting today, im just gonna take another xanax and beer and hope maybe i will forget about everything.
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2004.08.06 00.13
alotta nothing
long time. you know, since ive done any entries. but hmm, ive been really sick the past few days. before i was sick i was getting in quite a few fights with my dad and shit, just not the greatest past few days of my life, ya know. one thing good happened, well sorta. you know, its really shitty, cause practically every night i see shooting stars out here, cause its myakka and the stars are so visible and u see a lot of shooting stars, and when ever i see one, i make a wish. its always the same wish, well atleast all summer it has been, but it hasnt come true. i want it to so bad, but it wont. it sucks. i dunno.. i think im gonna burn "three 6 mafia- when the smoke clears" for about the like 20th time, cause all the other copies ive made of it have, well, died. :( yeah
Mood: horny
Music: boom boom song
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2004.07.24 03.10
can u add only so many pictures???
 courtney, miriam and i... miriam wasnt drunk :)
 me... duh! haha, i was drunk
 courtney... haha she was drunk!
 justin desided to be "silly" for mark
 mark busted ass... its cause hes fat
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2004.07.23 01.44
so... what have i done today??? i went to town with courtney.. then we went to adams.. stayed there a while, went to justins, then.. courtney, justin, mike and i went to the garage. i saw the guy of my dreams today :) that made me happy, but then my dad had to ruin it and come pick me up early. :( my dad and iwent to sams, then home, i went to courtneys and dyed her hair for her.. then she put a few highlights in mine. wow im havin some major problems with typin right now.. shitty. soon i will go to courtneys bathroom and then i will straighten my hair. wow if i like just am facing towards the keyboard, i dont have any trouble typing what so ever, like wow its just so nice, although i dont even have to look at it... im just like positioned the exact right way. wow... too many sentences about absolutely nothing :+ .. u know how i do it! courtney would make fun of me. haha.
im really over my lack of a love life, like dude, wtf... i want to wait, maybe, just maybe it would be best to wait..
i think im gonna go do my hair.. i havent straightened it in like over 2 weeks.. wow this is gonna feel nice :) i love my hair when its straight.. maybe thats been my problem the last few weeks, i just need straight hair! hah
Mood: somekind of painkiller :)
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2004.07.21 04.22
Your words to me just a whisper, Your face is so unclear, I try to pay attention, Your words just disappear, 'Cause its always raining in my head, Forget all the things I should have said. So I speak to you in riddles because, My words get in my way. I smoke the whole thing to my head and feel it wash away 'cause i can't take anymore of this, I want to come apart. or dig myself a little hole inside your precious heart, 'Cause its always raining in my head. Forget all the things I should have said. I am nothing more than a little boy inside. That cries out for attention, yet I always try to hide. 'Cause I talk to you like children, Though I don't know how I feel. But I know I'll do the right thing, If the right thing is revealed. 'Cause its always raining in my head. Forget all the things I should have said
i heard that song tonight... it makes me sad. oh well. tonight im at courtney's. we made cupcakes today. i really wish someone would be kind enough to comment sometime... i feel really unloved/unnoticed when no one says anything. but i doubt anyone is readin this anyway. :( soon everyone is gonna have someone and im still gonna have no one... thats a bitch. i dunno... i cant stop thinking about HIM though... its a bitch. i want him so bad, but now i will probably never get to be with him. heh, maybe i should stop being a dumbass and just live my life??? i dunno. i really think if i do that i will miss out big.. but i dont even think there is a chance in the future U.U <-thats my just-close-ur-eyes-wait-for-a-better-day face. i just pray one comes SOON.
Mood:  rejected
Music: ridin spinners... in my head, i hear the song atleast
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2004.07.19 23.31
u know... its funny. this journal, like the whole time ive had it ive mostly only come to it when ive been upset about something. like when i made it, i remember being really upset about something and like the password is the most pitiful thing ever.. but im coming here tonight, to tell those of u that care, that i have had yet another bad day, and im really sick of all the drama in my life. every goddamned day is another day that i wake up to wonder what sort of stupid shit is gonna happen to me. my brain is constantly going in like 9,999,999,999,999,999,999,999,999,999,999 different ways, like i cant ever think anymore cause there is so much worry in my brain. i cant take it. my dad was bitching at me today, something about how i always trying to be around courtney and stuff.. how i never give myself any time alone or soemthing, i told him the reason i try not to be alone is cause im never happy alone. when i told him that, he didnt even care. i doubt he even listened. i came out of this day with possibly something broken in my hand and torn up knuckles. heh, all night ive been noticing "knuckles" doesnt look right... i was forgeting the "k" ... so tonight i found out the one guy i have been "lusting" for all summer is with an ex. that makes me really sad. like super duper sad.. i really like him ::tears literally falling down my face::
Mood:  cynical
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2004.07.19 00.16
so, i was thinking... i really wanna like have a boyfriend or like marry a singer/songwriter... like that would be so fucking awesome to like have a guy that would write lyrics about me... man, i really like how brad nowell said about "mary" "hotter than a microwave oven" i mean, i think only he could think up some lyrics like that... i want someone sing somethin like that about me though!!! man... i would love brad to. heh, too bad its never gonna happen... maybe when i die he will though! hehe... right now courtney is here... we are tryin to get a hold of adam... his mom is out of town and hes been havin parties.. i wanna go to his house tonight. and i know courtney wants to go too. yeah! i think im gonna go though... there isnt much else to do right now... besides, courtney is here and i wanna give her more attention... if u know what i mean ;)
Mood: wanting somoene
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2004.07.04 03.55
i want someone that cares about me
like... really bad. so bad that ive been crying my ass off for the past 30 minutes
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2004.07.04 03.36
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck YOU!!!
god fucking damnit! i am so over all this shit, like seriously, i think it is time for me to just straight up be a lesbian. no fucking matter what, it always fucking happens... ... on an even less happy note, courtney and miriam are both out of town, obviously im more upset about courtney (oh yeah and i dont think miriam likes me too much either way), but god damn. i wanna stop crying and stop getting so upset to the point i cry about every goddamned thing in my life. what the hell is wrong with me... do i just always seam to find a way to find people that will treat me like shit?
yeah... this is all so random...
i think i just realized what my problem is... im like a beaten wife, that like needs people to treat her like shit to go on with her life... but im like a beaten child... i dont try to find daddy's that will make me feel like less than i am but i just try to find friends that will do that for me. i mean, screw finding a person to have sex with to treat me bad... i want my friends to do it instead.
i dont know what the fuck my fucking problem is i just want to stop feeling so shitty all the god damned time
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2004.06.21 23.44
DO IT!
01. Who are you?
02. Are we friends?
03. When and how did we meet?
04. How have I affected you?
05. What do you think of me?
06. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
07. How long do you think we will be friends?
08. Do you love me?
09. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
33. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
34. Do you know i love you?
35. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?
Mood:  excited
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2004.06.16 19.11
i just realized how much i miss josh. it makes me really sad cause its been a long ass time since i have seen or even talked to him. i really miss him. it makes me really sad cause i wanted to say bye to him before i came down here, but i didnt. i regret it. i called him the day before though... but he was doing something with lindsay. i thought that i would leave them alone, and also i always have doubted that lindsay is really my friend... she just... doesnt seam like a friend... but yes, so the whole point of this entry was to tell you all how much i miss my old love intrest from middle school, josh given. i hope i get to see him sometime...
Mood:  indescribable
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2004.06.08 02.12
im like trippin out
dude this is crazy... all night i have been hearing like someone walking around in my house and like then i was outside smoking a cigarette and like i heard someone talking like in the distance so i like walked away from this little pond we have on the back pourch to like hear what they were saying better cause like the pond had like water driping from one pond to the other and like then i like was looking at this camper that we have and i like saw what looked like someone walking like from the side of it that wasnt facing me and like i like then like saw this shadow on the tenis court of like someone walking from one tree to the other and like then i said i dont know who you are but just dont hurt me, and like dont be watching me if you are cops. and like was so scared... i think there are like multiple people in the back yard... and what really sucks is this isnt fucking city property, its out in the effin country, i mean, these people have like 5 acres to hide on... oh god this is totally scary. missy told me to like not worry about it but im still scared, but like not cause im worried about them like hurting me as much as my like constant fear that someone is watching me and it just freaks me the fuck out. i mean, ive been wearing head phones for the past like 15 minutes cause im so freaked out, so im trying to just like listen to the music and shit my dad just walked out..... hes all pissed that im awake, what a fuck face. oh yeah, so my dad is like being totally psycho... like he like bitched me out for being in town as much as i was, then one day i stayed home all day and he ended up bitching me out for not doing anything all day. i was like what the hell do u fucking expect me to do? i dont think he wants me to live with him, like seriously i think hes been being such an ass to try to get me to go back to my moms. it makes me sad. now i just want to cry so i guess ill cry myself to sleep, atleast that will probably actually help me fall asleep
Mood: i wish there were people tryin
Music: to murder me in my backyard
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2004.06.03 22.51
my theory...
so a few days have gone by... still feeling shitty. im having lots of fun, but when u get all down and dirty, im still unhappy. ive been really pissed at missy cause it seams like all she ever says to me is shit to try to put me down... like, i mean, i joke around with her all the time and say really mean things to her, but she says things to me that are like seriously mean. yesterday i like did my make up and then like at some point a few minutes after that i saw missy and she told me that i look like a painting... i went and cryed. every goddamned thing makes me fucking cry. im such a baby, but i cant help it. im counting down the days until i blow up, even though im not sure how soon that will be... its just everything. missy also blamed me for something that was both her and my fault... like we both got in trouble for not telling our parents where we were one night and she told me that it was all my fault that she got in trouble and shit... its just fucking shitty cause everything is my fault. oh yeah... and my theory... is that the world is comming to an end. like all my friends are dealing with bullshit that wasnt going on before and like it seams that its just about to all end, and its gonna end on a bad note. thats whats happening... im tellin ya. maybe the world isnt about to come to an end, maybe it should just be me, im not saying im gonna kill myself though. but i really wish someone would do it for me
Mood: fuck you
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2004.05.27 00.52
im in sarasota... its good. i mean, i am pretty happy. like its great cause i dont have to deal with any kind of bullshit like i was dealing with in seminole, but today i got my reportcard and i know i that like my family was expecting better. i failed spanish and now i feel like shit. it fucking sucks, my parents expect so much from me and when ever i dont meet their expectations, it makes me feel like shit. and i realized, every problem in my life is my goddamned fault and i dont know what to do to make things better. its just not fucking fair... like i am not the straight A student that that fucking bitch that i have for a sister is, but im expected to be that and im expected to be better. IM NOT. IM NOT EVEN FUCKING CLOSE TO HOW GREAT SHE FUCKING IS AND I CANT FUCKING HELP IT! all i want to do is be what they want me to be, and i try so hard but i cant be what they want me to be. its just not fucking fair. and my dad told me today that if i just go to bed, tomorrow everything will be better. it wont be. it never is. i cant escape it, nothing ever is better, i may be having a good time, but im never better, i never actually feel better but i want to so bad
Mood: absolute shit
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2004.05.19 23.23
a goodbye to seminole
heh. my last day in seminole. i realize that the one best friend i had here, the one person that i knew i could count on, isnt there anymore. i told her yesterday, tomorrow is my last day, come over or we should hang out or something. today, she didnt call or anything. whatever. so yeah, tomorrow morning im moving to sarasota. dads coming to pick me up. i wonder whats gonna happen. he says him and i have to have a big talk. that makes me nervous. im so scared... but whatever happens, happens. but i guess it will be better cause ill be living with him now. im gonna go do somehting else.
Mood:  sad
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